Welcome to the show i'm the major attraction.

So one day i just really decided that i was bored so i decided to make this. It really sums up my life really well and i live by this quite alot in my life. So i hope you like this :)

Dont you just love it when you know you need someone to be there for you but nobody is around.

Or when you listen to music to let your mind wander and forget all the horrible things you've done or been through and all it does is remind you of something you never wanted to remember.



In life you have to let go and just go on with your life. Nothing in life is fair.  Don't live your life letting people walk all over you. Dont care what people think of you.Never give something your all because when it is gone you have nothing. Dance like no one is watching. Forgive and forget.

People change. But everyone of your friends will leave an impression on you whether its good or bad. And trust me there will be both.

 

Friendships come and go but family is forever.

Your heart will get broken. It's better to forgive them and get over them.Sometimes you have to lose something to get something better.

 
Depression will not only affect you but everyone around you. Don't regret the things you have done regret the things you didn't do when you had the chance.

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry show life a 1000 reasons to smile.

Life is too short to be anything but happy so kiss slowly love deeply and forgive quickly.

Take a walk in someone elses shoes before you judge them. Chances are they are having a worse time then you are and your just making it worse.

Poems

This a poem i wrote dealing with Bulimia. Poetry has really helped me to cope with things.

         REGRET

I'm hungry and i'm weak
But my mind says not to eat
I do anyways and feel the overwheliming defeat
I want to get sick and purge all day
Until this feeling of regret goes away
As i walk into the Bathroom sadness creeps upon me
Reminding me of what I'll never be
Yet knowing in my mind im a stick
My breath starts to grow thick
Just looking at the toilet makes me sick
I wasn't as quite as I thought
They caught me and we faught
Now the thoughts and dreams of Hospital beds
Become the sick reality i dread

This is a poem i wrote for people dealing with self mutilation.

        THE KNIFE
The knife slides down my wrist
The pain i'm feeling is hard to resist
The warm blood drips
My shakey hand slips
I cut too deep
Tears trickle down my cheek
This must be fate
I scream for help ,but its too late
You flash through my mind
I was so blind
You loved me so much
Your sweet soft touch
It's all my fault that your gone
I did nothing but treat you wrong
My death feels right
I have no need to fight
I ruined your life
So yet again i use the knife
I hurt you so bad, so now i must pay
Dead and scarred i will forever lay
This life is over, it feels so right
So now i'm dead on this cold lonely night